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Rapidly Disintegrating

by Jeff Spisak (Sacred Slut)

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1.
You broke our hearts Again You shattered new love my friend To taste the power it brings. My little cherry blossom, what the fuck has gotten to your head? And now that you're a little floozy I don't feel bad for the things I've said You used to have a glow of gold, slut kisses turn your soul to red How does it feel to constantly subject yourself to being used? I think that you don't know what love is for You fall in love with every boy next door But what if you cutie lived across the street Would he bring you to your knees? Maybe a love tap on your face would do I think that is what you need I think that is what you need My little cherry blossom why do you insist on being done? By dudes who study human brains and read the christ of cock to cum Let's take a journey back in time, so you can see the root of this Jizz seeping out inside a barn next to a pile of horse shit I think that maybe you are a lost cause I think that you should put the dick on pause And if I ever see you on the street I'm gonna tear you into pieces Outside smoke cigarettes, watch me appear You need to burn off all these leeches Dead summer crashing down, you've burned enough Now just do everything he pleases Never thought I'd look at you this way wish I Could break your in pieces Wish I could rape your heart to pieces...
2.
Don't Sleep 03:29
If you ask me I won't tell All of the dirty things we've done If you stab me I won't yell It's just a special pain for me and you And though you cannot feel the sting I hope you know that what I say is true Go to sleep now close your eyes It's been a nightmare now we know it's gone Look ahead the path is filled the love A new world's being sent from up above To bring some comfort to your heart And know that always you can start again Before you venture on the quest Please let me place my head upon your breast So I can hear what's going on So I can know that you'll be living long Every waking breath is spent wishing you all the best of love And happiness Every time I saw you smile through that shield you always wore I felt so blessed It's such a fight to make things right But sometimes you just have to give it up And know it's quite alright...
3.
Human Hands 04:21
I want something untouched by human hands By human hands we die I just wanna feel something, something happening With Godless eyes With Godless eyes we see We're gonna have such a sweet, sweet time in the city of love Though it doesn't exist La la la la La la la la La la la la La la I wanna squeeze the life Out from under you With human hands we aim I just wanna kill something, something happening Upon the chance two souls could really care I want something untouched by human hands By human hands I die Worry gonna have such a neat, neat time in the village of pain Where you hearts set aflame La la la la La la la la La la la la La la I wanna squeeze the life Out from under you. With human hands we aim I just wanna kill something, something happening Upon the chance two souls could care.
4.
Relentless 02:17
When I was young... People were crazy... When I got drunk... I said horrible things again... But you know it's not true... 'Cuz everyone is confused... Matchmaking senses I'm hateful relentless It's true...
5.
Looking down while she's talking to me Through the holes in the ground Trying to cure my hate for humanity Another one points her finger at me Rubbin' up against a foreign guy Six minutes laters swoops and gives me a try Captain Courage dripping muck on the ground She gazes laughing making hideous sounds And glances over to an icon in red Another subject she can lay in her bed Feeling worthless places hands on his head His name means nothing like the things that he's said Growing horny and they're looking so happy Tomorrow morning they'll be dreamy and sappy Oh, Oh Sluts in Love Oh, Oh Sluts in Love All is noisy down on first street tonight. They're looking fine oh yes they're looking so tight Satanic kisses that mean nothing prevail Unbuttoned senses lock their feet to the ground Buy you a drink if I had money to spare But she just wants to run my come through her hair Oh, Oh Sluts in Love Oh, Oh Sluts in Love
6.
I'm unemployed so I'm not allowed to have any fun I'm so expendable my misery outshines the sun My friends all treat me like a parasite I ain't got no money and it doesn't fell right To bum some money and a ride every saturday night I had a vision that you and i were kissin' on the front porch of an empty trailer, baby you were filled with glee My hair is thinning so I kinda thought I'd wear a hat But when she saw it on my head she said my face looked fat My girl don't answer when I need a lift It leaves me thinking she's out doing lots of nasty shit I never thought I'd end up sinking into such a pit I looked upon her, the brightest stars were shining by a puddle in the moonlight, plotting murder in the first degree... We were taking a ride from the city by the bay You were looking, fire cooking I could see it in your eyes You were livid, it's so vivid I relive it all the time Now I'm broken Always chokin' when I think of happy times... We were taking a ride from the city by the bay You were looking, fire cooking I could see it in your eyes You were livid, it's so vivid I relive it all the time Now I'm broken Always chokin' when I think of happy times...
7.
Who Cares? 03:34
I took the time to write you a letter So sad and whimsical You watched me creep by outside your window A horrid look upon your face And then I falled you to every corner To places I won't see again Up on the top floor of a ritzy hotel I pondered where my life was going You wrapped me up in rags and dragged me through town No one could tell I was an infamous clown We did our thing while my partner was sleeping Inside a closet in the dead of night Then next morning start the cycle again There I was alone with my only friend I see you calling me I'll always hear you scolding me But I could never let you be No I can never set you free Maybe someday you will see What a useful man I can be I went through all this suffering for you. We took a nap after you ripped my shirt off And left it laying on the bathroom floor We played monopoly and slammed a few beers You took some pictures like you did every night We went to photobooths and then you got naked On my birthday what a special gift My mind is cross eyed and I forget the stories All out of order and rearranged I've seen them with my eye In another place and time A memory when you were mine Before the dripping of the slime Never again will I breathe The wind escaping the seas I tried to be a special man for you...
8.
Gonna crush you gonna break you You think my language isn't true You lied too many times And now I'll take you by surprise my enemy Oh lord I tried so hard to hate you But still you see me crawling back Shrieking on the concrete Spewing lust into my heart It's gotta stop My best intentions are arousal Shooting a stare at every mark I'm targeting a weak one Gonna be my little sweet one Come with me Come taste the venom that I'm leaking I've become worse than things I abhor Pleasure ain't for nothing and I'm lacking homostasis Set me free I'm in communion with a deadbeat A ghost that haunts forever more Stick like a giant These tight shackles masturbate my deepest thoughts Stangle this mutant I hold captive Like things I've never seen before Yes you've got it coming Don't you know they've got it coming to them soft Soft Soft Soft Soft...
9.
Trolling for some pussy, hope she'll make love to a wussy with bad genes. Evolution's fucked me but I've got to work within my ghastly means. Takes time to silent but I'll drink wine and get violent in wet dreams. Just a little Crisco, maybe play a little Sisqo, she's for me. Tripping on a slipped lie, will she still give me the chance to bust her seams. When I wander off to bed I'll think of things I should have said to cream. I heard you got a little bit raped tonight I'm gonna take, take, take, take, take advantage. x4 Why do we cry for lost encounters every single night? You were there and I was here and we still don't understand. You can be my antichrist for all eternity. Only you could drag me through the gutter and I'll still smile. If only you'd look into my eyes we'd never have to speak. You talk friends with motives that tear me to pieces every night. I talk to friends that haunt my dreams every time I fall asleep. Why do we sob for things that we cannot control? Things that have no soul? And one day we'll never have to scream again. We'll never be mean again to things that we love. You talk to friends with motives that tear me to pieces every night.
10.
Oh Jesus please Oh Jesus please, help me Oh Jesus please Oh Jesus please, help me You know you're the only Girl for me On a starry night I saw the fright in your eyes You looked so scared But I hope you know you're not alone Because me, I always cared But please don't blame it on your brothers For they didn't know That you were the guy that they were waiting for Oh Jesus please Oh Jesus please, save me Oh Jesus please Oh Jesus please, save me You know you're the only Jew for me With my misty eyes I watched you rise from the dead Thank George Romero At your christening I saw the dove dry your flesh And bind your sorries But please don't blame on your brothers It's kind of hard to believe that you are the Son of God.
11.
Look at me madam, you're young and it shows You're really flabby and dumb, yes you know Who could hug you with average arms? I think you're freaky, your mass causes harm But you're gonna find a man Who's gonna fuck you for the things you aren't You're gonna find a fan Who's gonna love you for the food you eat? The food you eat is very sweet I know it makes your life complete But when you go alone to moms and sleep on pizza boxes you'll see Talk to me fatam, tell me about the guys Who fucked you over, but no you aim too high It isn't our fault that you don't give a care That sauce is dangling from your every hair You're gonna find a dude Who will regret you on a Sunday morning You're gonna meet a guy Who will fuck anything in the animal kingdom And if you get yourself to drink enough and make approaches on the Preppy guys with sticky icky stinky smelly fingers you'll see... Women as gross as you should avoid romantic love Women as fat as you should avoid romantic love Women as gross as you should avoid romantic love You're pretty sickening I vomit in your sight You think you're sexy and wobble every night Up to the saddest schmuck in the local bar He thinks you're easy says you're his shining star You're gonna get depressed And eat a box of cookies with lasagna You're gonna smoke a blunt With all your friends who use you for your stash And when you find a bag is missing from purse and think you left it In your car just chill a sec and try to realize it was me...
12.
All bullshit set aside It's gonna cost us all our pride But nothing in the world can save us We've damaged countless years What is left but a trail of tears? And regrets beyond comprehension We once were two good people Above the filth that crawled beneath you But you've got a lot of life in you Time is slowly ticking away I may never see another day But you have the chance To complete this Feeling withered feeling wrong What will you feel when I am gone No that nothing Even death Can defeat us Will the sun come out again? All I know's that you're my friend And you have the source of life In you
13.
Put on your makeup Go grab your hat Wear expensive shoes Just remember that We're all rapidly disintegrating Someone's gonna judge you some day Sport bright red lipstick Go be a whore Use everybody But you best be sure, that we're not Rapidly disintegrating Someones gonna judge you some day You keep pacing the town for love But it's stored in you heart, thank heaven above You keep whining, but she don't love you anymore Don't run for shelter Go have your fun Destroy your body Lay in the sun, 'cuz we're all Rapidly disintegrating Won't recall yourself one day.

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The aftermath of Love Child, maybe my secret favorite? Definitely the underdog of all the things I've done. If you like acoustic stuff this is the one. It's a big contrast with sign of the times

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released September 1, 2011

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Dedicated to Bee, Curly Dan, Kristina, Allison, That European guy who stole all the women at the circus that night (fuck you and your fake ass accent by the way,) and C Stina. Thanks for showing me what it means to be a slut!

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Jeff Spisak (Sacred Slut) Detroit, Michigan

I record lots of music everday in basement. I play and croon all of the parts on my trusty old laptop. I'm starting to play out more but I need a band to make that happen because open mics are getting me tired, as people don't hear how the music sounds anyway. Playing live feels like a chore most of the time anyways. Gimme a computer, a mic, and a keyboard... I'm in heaven! ... more

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